out dinner with shaun's family last sunday and they went to this really beautiful steakhouse. i was keeping my expectations low and appetite small because i was still recovering from food poisoning. so they ordered and i had some bread and i felt okay, so i ate a few more bites of bread, and a few more bites of scallop and everything was still fine until they serve the steak. i used to love medium rare but i felt like vomiting seeing how raw the steak was.
shaun had to find some parts which was less raw and to me, everything was just raw. ate two bites and i no longer want to eat. sat there and ate some fries instead. but the service was good. they checked the meat and actually offered to grill part of the steak longer. i had another few more bites and thats it. for the rest of the time there, i had to endure this sharp pain around my abdominal area. it was so bad that i was lying on shaun, not participating in any of their conversations and not laughing to any of the jokes said.
so shaun sent me to sliver cross and the doctor referred me to sgh incase its acute appendicitis. and there i stayed all the way till 5 in the morning going through tests and still no clue what causes the sharp pain. was even sent to the labour ward and shaun was being judged by the nurse. lols. in the end, the doctor wanted to ward me in and to get the surgeon to check me up. but i refused and i requested to go home and monitor myself.
and i told myself, if ever i were to get warded again, i will want to stay alone. it may be scary sleeping alone in the room but its better than not being able to get any rest at all. imagine i was given some drowsy injection but i was unable to sleep because the female beside me was snoring so loudly that i felt like crying. asked for a change of bed and the nurse told me that there was no empty bed. had to endure the snore and i just sat there helplessly, staring at her, cursing her inside, kept making some futile noise and just hoping, really hoping that she can stop snoring. i even walked out of the ward just to see how loud her snores can get and i swear that i was some good distance from the ward and i still could hear her snore.
was given 4 days mc and i felt bad not going to school.


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